A Nameless Rain Chapter 8

"Can you please don't abandon me", like "putting your needs and feelings first", are both part of trying to please Finn Xi. If Finn Xi didn't answer, Silas Zhong wouldn't really expect him to nod. There is a tacit understanding between them, and action is worse than chatting.

Five o'clock in the morning on a winter night is not the right time to get up and you don't want to go back to sleep. It's the best time to be intimate. Silas Zhong threw the bathrobe on the floor, skillfully opened the drawer in the dark and took out the items he needed. But before he could do anything, Finn Xi suddenly pressed his shoulder and used strength to turn it over, forcing him to change positions.

Finn Xi has always been free to do whatever he wants in this kind of thing. He has never been shy, but he also won't be particularly open-minded. It seems that no matter what he does, it is natural and natural. It is not worth covering up with shyness or showing off with openness.

Silas Zhong is just the opposite. No matter how much experience he has, he has difficulty opening his mouth to flirt. He doesn't say any colorful lines and keeps his mouth shut tighter than usual.

But not speaking does not mean that there is no communication. At this time, his eyes are particularly meaningful, whether he wants it or can't bear it, or he has just K!ssed Finn Xi and can't help but wants to K!ss her but feels that being too clingy is a shortcoming and he has to work hard. The torment of endurance was vividly displayed in his eyes, and then it condensed into sweat invisibly and spread on Finn Xi's hot skin.

To maintain a long-term relationship, it is important for the other person to be attractive.

Silas Zhong talks little, but Finn Xi doesn't hesitate to praise him. But praise is also condescending, just like when Finn Xi rarely plays with Little Black and Little White for a while, throwing a Frisbee, they quickly pick it back, and Finn Xi pet the dog's head lovingly and praise them for being good.

Because of this, Silas Zhong is actually not very good in bed. Finn Xi can feel that he doesn't like to hear compliments. He prefers to test the edge of Finn Xi's bottom line, sometimes within the line, sometimes crossing the line silently. Seeing Finn Xi frown, he quietly retreats back to the line, as if just now Nothing happened.

But this kind of thing is not so easy to control, and it happens all the time from above. The most extreme one happened on Chinese Valentine's Day one year. He and Finn Xi drank some wine that day. Finn Xi was half drunk, but it was hard to tell whether Silas Zhong was drunk or not. They were on the sofa in the study - they originally came to the study to get books. Finn Xi was so drunk that he couldn't read. He looked up at the densely arranged bookshelves, searching intently without saying a word. After searching for a few minutes, Finn Xi may have forgotten what book he was looking for, and just stood there in a daze, neither walking nor asking for help, as if he was lost in his study room.

Just when Finn Xi was persistently thinking about what he was looking for, he was suddenly hugged by Silas Zhong from behind, and then he was pressed against the bookcase door in a daze.

From bookcases to sofas. Finn Xi was so drunk that he rarely lost control and did not refuse Silas Zhong's unruly behavior. Not refusing is tantamount to accepting. Silas Zhong may have been drunk too drunk and did everything he should and shouldn't do. Not just once.

The last time Finn Xi was able to sober up, her face sank and she was about to get angry. But Silas Zhong sometimes pretends to be stupid, doesn't explain or apologize, puts the blame on alcohol, and then cooperates with pretending to be asleep. After waking up, he admits his mistake "in hindsight" and says that he seems to have done something he shouldn't have done. I'm really sorry.

... Finn Xi is still not sure whether he is pretending or really.

But Finn Xi thought it was just pretending. Tonight the old drama reappears, Silas Zhong wants to test his bottom line again.

With Finn Xi on top, Silas Zhong is underneath him, his waist and abdomen are tight, and every tremor seems to be a silent request to Finn Xi, hoping that he will nod and allow himself to stay inside.

Normally Finn Xi would not agree, but after having a quarrel tonight, the atmosphere inexplicably heated up. Silas Zhong's obedience was more sincere than ever before, and his desire for him didn't seem fake, like a pure love-crazy who couldn't hold anything but his partner in his head. He didn't need dignity or personality, just his love.

Finn Xi was not stingy with the little bit of petty love, and leaned forward to clasp Silas Zhong's chin, giving him a K!ss as a reward with a force that hurt him. Then she tolerated all his sincerity and insanity, frowning slightly, like a beautiful plant, silently accepting rainwater irrigation until the rain stopped.

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When I woke up again, it was almost noon, and the curtains were half-open, letting in a ray of light.

Finn Xi turned over unconsciously and bumped into Silas Zhong's shoulder.

... Judging from the look on his face, Silas Zhong had woken up a long time ago. Since it was inconvenient to remove one of his arms, he insisted on using it as a pillow to let him sleep until now.

"Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?" Silas Zhong asked.

Finn Xi picked up his phone and took a look. It was 11:26, the latest day he got up recently: "You can eat by yourself, I have to go out."

"where to?"

"Go home for New Year's Day."

Xi Yuncheng is a traditional old man. The Xi family has many rules. For example, family members must live together. Even if they are in other places, they must reunite during the holidays. But it can be seen from this that Finn Xi does not follow the rules. He is even the only one among the three generations of the Xi family who has moved out to live alone so far.

He was the first to move. His aunt's younger brother Xi Lan also wanted to move, but was suppressed by his parents and did not have the courage to challenge his grandfather's authority. He has always been resentful.

Finn Xi got out of bed, washed up, and then went to the cloakroom next door to pick out clothes. Silas Zhong follows him wherever he goes, and his obedient energy has not faded since last night.

The rain outside had stopped long ago. Looking downstairs, Xiao Hei and Xiao Bai dug out several holes in the moist soil in the garden. The housekeeper who was walking the dog was walking the dog on a leash. Finn Xi smiled when he saw this, turned around and found Silas Zhong looking at him, he said clearly: "I don't think what happened yesterday happened, you don't need to be nervous."

Silas Zhong responded vaguely and found some clothes for himself.

Silas Zhong has his own wardrobe here, just in case of an accident, so that he won't have no clothes to change. He and Finn Xi have different sizes.

------There are wardrobes and toiletries, you know the room furnishings, you remember the door lock code, you have keys, you have a separate garage, and you are the second owner of your pet.

Except that they don't stay overnight every day, Silas Zhong and Finn Xi's relationship is no different from living together.

In fact, it's not that Finn Xi never thought that he could stay with Silas Zhong for a lifetime. This assumption has nothing to do with Silas Zhong himself, and is only based on Finn Xi's self-planning: how to live in the future.

There are housekeepers, drivers, secretaries, and chefs in his life, all of whom are indispensable. He will not constantly think about "when will I fire them?" The comfort of life comes from stability, and if it can be changed, it will not change.

Silas Zhong is essentially no different from these people, but very different.

Regardless of housekeeper, driver, secretary, or chef, everyone can have their own family and a private life without interference from the boss, but Silas Zhong cannot have that.

While Silas Zhong was working for him, everything belonged to him.

So looking at this relationship objectively, it will definitely not last long. No one is willing to serve another person unequally forever. Otherwise, Silas Zhong would not want to go ashore so much.

So back to the original question: How will we live in the future?

Finn Xi has been thinking about this matter recently, and it has nothing to do with Silas Zhong, because his family hopes that he will get married. As rumored by the outside world, his fiancée has been decided.

But unlike the rumors, Finn Xi has no feelings for the opposite S3x and naturally will not deceive the other person. His grandfather's traditional moral values   would not allow him to do this. The fiancée they arranged was actually the same kind of Finn Xi, a homoS3xual. Like him, the other party was forced by family pressure and needed a formal marriage in name only to consolidate family interests.

When Finn Xi went abroad some time ago, he had a face-to-face discussion with the other party. But this matter is a long story, Finn Xi is not very willing, and is still in the consideration stage.

I went home today to celebrate New Year's Day, and I couldn't help but mention it again. Finn Xi felt tired of it even before he went out. It's a pity that he didn't jump out of a stone. It would be better if he didn't have any ancestors.

After he changed his clothes, Silas Zhong changed at the same time and went downstairs with him.

After taking a few steps, Finn Xi turned back sharply: "Silas Zhong, are you a little too clingy today?"

... Silas Zhong paused after hearing this, "Is there any?"

"I said something harsh yesterday, but most of them were angry words." Finn Xi didn't like others' excessive solicitude, so she said tactfully, "It's good that you have some sense in mind and can remember some things. My temper isn't that big either, so I need to You coaxed me from last night to today."

Silas Zhong opened his mouth, as if he wanted to explain that he was not just coaxing, but unfortunately, his cell phone rang at an inappropriate time. Silas Zhong raised his head and saw that it was his father's call.

Finn Xi glanced at the screen from close range. Under his casual gaze, Silas Zhong didn't press the answer button for a long time, as if he didn't intend to answer.

Finn Xi was speechless: "Isn't it convenient for me to listen to your dad's phone call?"

"...No." Silas Zhong pursed his lips and finally accepted it.

But regardless of whether he answered or not, Finn Xi was not interested in listening to what the father and son were talking about. He turned around and walked to the door, greeted the driver and prepared to leave.

Although she didn't want to hear it, Finn Xi felt really confused. Silas Zhong had to avoid him when talking to her sister, and she also had to avoid him when talking to her father - what was there to hide from?

Act like a spy and must keep it secret. Is there any secret in their Zhong family that he cannot hear?

Was it like this before? Finn Xi thought about it belatedly, but he had no impression that Silas Zhong didn't seem to have answered the phone call from his family in front of him.

As far as he knew, Silas Zhong didn't have much contact with his family because he was too busy. In the past few days, he had been more frequent than usual.

Finn Xi's mind flashed back to the scene when he met the Zhong family during the Spring Festival one year.

That year, Finn Xi had some trouble with her parents. Before the New Year was over, she slammed the door and left, sending a message to Silas Zhong, ordering Silas Zhong not to celebrate the New Year and to come and accompany her.

Silas Zhong never refused his request. He only said that he didn't drive home and would take a taxi to find him later. Finn Xi was driving outside at the time, not far away, so he turned two streets and came to the downstairs of Zhong's house in person.

If they are friends and are here, Finn Xi should go upstairs to pay New Year greetings, or he can stay for a meal. But neither Silas Zhong nor the Zhongs could afford to have Prince Hua Yun visit in person to pay New Year greetings.

Sitting in the car, Finn Xi saw four people walking out of the unit building. Silas Zhong is in front, and his parents and younger sister are behind. They may have considered that they need to pay Finn Xi a New Year greeting in turn, so they go out in such an order, but doing so would be a bit embarrassing for the thin-skinned people, so they just He glanced at Finn Xi from a distance but didn't come closer.

It's like there is an invisible and insurmountable dividing line between the two parties, and they are not from the same world. Finn Xi only glanced casually through the car window, not even seeing the expressions of Silas Zhong's parents clearly.

His existence is no secret. In the eyes of the Zhong family, they may regard him as their boss or something else, which is not important. In short, no matter how Silas Zhong makes up lies, Finn Xi will never expose them deliberately. Is it necessary to avoid him and answer the phone?

The more he thought about it, the more confused he became. Finn Xi turned back and glanced at Silas Zhong. The call over there had just ended.

I usually didn't notice it when I wasn't paying attention, but now that I was paying attention, Silas Zhong's mood seemed to have worsened after answering the phone. The annoying clinginess just now disappeared, and he returned to the common state of silence. When I looked again, it seemed like there was no emotion at all.

This is a private matter, Finn Xi has no intention of interfering, and Silas Zhong obviously has no intention of talking about it. Noticing his gaze, Silas Zhong did not forget his identity even if he was in a bad mood. He walked over and asked, "Can I go out with you?"

Finn Xi thought he was just polite and refused naturally: "How can you accompany me when I go home?"

"I'll be your driver." Silas Zhong turned out to be serious.

He doesn't look like a top star with a full schedule. He seems to have no business at all. He just wants to hang around Finn Xi, "You go in to eat and I'll wait in the car outside, okay?"

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