Bearing the Bites Chapter 10

It wasn't that I was nervous, but I spent the night in a very dreamy and confused mood. This Sunday afternoon, Ethan Han arrived at the classroom earlier than usual. Ava Fan hadn't come yet, and her chair was still upside down on the desk. Although I felt a little disappointed, I was also relieved.

Ava Fan did not show up in the classroom until the evening self-study session began. During the interval between the two evening self-study sessions, Ethan Han moved her chair down and placed it next to her. The girl at the front desk opened the lid of her yogurt and chatted with Dylan Chen while drinking it.

"Hey, Ava Fan is not coming tonight?" Dylan Chen suddenly thought of this while chatting and turned to ask Ethan Han.

Ethan Han was lying on the table in a bad mood. After hearing this, he became annoyed again.

"How should I know? I don't live in her house."

Forget it, Ethan Han had a sour face. Dylan Chen just mentioned it casually and didn't expect Ethan Han to give a serious answer.

Why didn't she come? Did she hate him because she did this to him? It was very annoying. It was consensual, and he didn't force her to do anything. Didn't she look very happy at that time... before that?

Ava Fan said she liked him.

The shock of yesterday mainly affected his senses, so that this matter was only now belatedly brought back to his mind. Liking him, hey, this should have been expected by him. He is not a fool, there are many girls who like him.

When they passed by him, they would suddenly cover their mouths and laugh with their friends, and run away when he looked over. They would suddenly add him online and confess their love to him, although he couldn't remember clearly where the girl on the other side had crossed paths with him. There were also those who mustered up the courage to confess to him in person, and after saying politely to reject him, the other party often felt that there was still room for maneuver and continued to chat with him.

Throughout the whole process, what Ethan Han enjoyed most was the teasing and compliments from the people around him.

He respected their love for him, but if you think about it carefully, this respect is very superficial. Their love may be sincere, but in his heart, it is just a light "Ah, someone likes me". Ethan Han liked the pretty girl in the next class in junior high school. As long as she was pretty, he liked her for a long or short time. But he never felt sweet or painful in such love. Any exam or even a slightly excited basketball game would overshadow that love.

For a guy like him who is tall, handsome, and good at sports, he can't think of any other reasons why the other party would like him except for the above three reasons. He doesn't have a good temper, and sometimes he would laugh at himself and think that if they really understood him, they might not confess their feelings.

So why does Ava Fan like him?

Ethan Han suddenly became very curious.

Ava Fan came to school after the morning self-study the next day. She was wearing thicker clothes than usual, with the zipper of her school uniform and sportswear pulled up to the top, and her face did not look too good.

Ethan Han was shocked. Did he really hurt her body? She looked so solid... but she was so...

"Are you sick?" The girl named Yang Wenwen at the front table turned around and asked her concernedly.

"No... I just have my period... I have menstrual cramps..." Ava Fan took out the hot water bottle that her mother had prepared for her from the side pocket of her schoolbag, reached into her school uniform, and pressed it against her belly.

When she went back that day, she could be considered to have fled in panic. Ethan Han's obsession with her body made her feel half sweet and half uneasy. Although she did express her "liking" to him openly, Ava Fan thought that Ethan Han at least did not dislike her, and sometimes they got along very well. She occasionally found that his gaze towards her was filled with some scrutiny and aggression.

But are these the areas where she feels a strong attraction towards him?

All her worries disappeared in the sudden cramps in her lower abdomen. When her uterus contracted, her whole body was numb with pain, and tears and sweat flowed into one. But when she thought of him, her impulse for him became more violent and sticky, mixed with blood clots, and rushed out of her body in a mess.

When the menstrual cramps eased and her body gradually returned to normal, she suddenly couldn't figure out whether she liked Ethan Han or was just impulsive.

When I see him, I can't help but want to say a few words to him, my lower body will be filled with honey juice, and I will have the urge to let him touch my lush breasts.

Ethan Han was right beside her now, and seemed to have something to say to her, but was hesitant to speak.

Ava Fan suddenly turned her head and caught his gaze.

"Hmm?" He was a little embarrassed, and couldn't understand any meaning shown or expressed in Ava Fan's eyes. He just seemed to feel a faint pressure, and he had to say something in this situation.

"Last night... a lot of homework was handed in... have you finished it?"

Ava Fan shook his head.

"No, I didn't feel well after I went back home, so I didn't write it." She said it nonchalantly, "Anyway, the teacher won't pursue it." The first class was Chinese, and the teacher had already walked to the podium to prepare the courseware.

Ava Fan was leaning against the wall, half lying on the table, a little distance away from him.

Hey, it’s none of his business whether the homework is handed in or not. He wanted to ask something else, but he felt it was not the right time, so he just sat there in silence.

She was not a fat girl who liked to move around, and now she looked even more listless. She only stood up from her seat during class breaks to get some hot water from her thermos.

The weather was bad today, so the physical exercises were suspended. We had nearly half an hour of break time. The classroom was noisy, and Ethan Han rarely went to the canteen.

"Ava Fan." Ethan Han spoke to her in a rare gentle voice. The name had three characters, and because of nervousness, the pronunciation of two characters was out of tune. "Do I make you uncomfortable?" He really wanted to know...the answers to some questions.

"Except for the last one, I felt quite comfortable." Ava Fan thought for a moment and answered his question honestly.

She seemed to like him, willing to let him touch her breasts, and always in a friendly manner. She was an honest person, like the kind of honest child in kindergarten, who didn't cause trouble, was easy to take care of, and would giggle if she K!ssed her cheek.

The more this happened, the more he didn't know how to treat her.

"It's something else..." she added after thinking for a moment.

"Um?"

"I'm just a little scared..." Ava Fan himself couldn't explain it clearly, and could only give a general idea after careful consideration.

Ethan Han couldn't understand the subtle emotional changes. She was just delicate and afraid of pain, hey, he could understand that.

"Then I'll be gentler next time. I'll tell you first and then I'll do it..." He came closer shamelessly.

His sudden closeness made Ava Fan undecided. Being touched by him was actually a bit painful but also very pleasurable. She couldn't bear to keep doing this to herself. Even though... even with very complicated emotions, it was difficult for her to reject him immediately.

"You don't understand..." Ava Fan's voice sounded somewhat complaining, and it was unclear whether it was a real rejection or the kind of half-hearted refusal.

Ethan Han was scratching his head in his heart. In the end, could he still have S3xual happiness?

Adolescent boys like him sometimes associate S3x with liking something.

And the love during adolescence is an unreasonable thing, right? Even if you know some of the other person's faults and know that you may just be obsessed with it, you still can't help but immerse yourself in it, right?