Ervin: "I often think about the vow we made when we were together recently, and I find that I always fail to do it well."
Rather than saying that he did not do well, it is better to say that Ervin did not realize at the beginning that Adrian would really make their relationship as strict as an oath - handing over all thoughts and freedom, trusting each other without reservation, obeying each other's orders absolutely, and meeting all needs...
Every time he made a little change to please Evor, every time he compromised for a better relationship, step by step to this point, Ervin suddenly realized it belatedly and began to panic.
He found that he seemed to have stepped into a sweet yet dangerous trap without knowing it. He gradually got used to Evor's discipline and teaching, and her company and care. By the time he realized it, he had changed from an independent person to a person who was incomplete without Evor.
When he began to reflect on the contents of his vows, that was when he began to truly face up to this relationship.
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