The education that Ervin received since childhood made it impossible for him to break away from the mindset of "study hard, get into a good university and find a good job".
Although Ervin's parents don't care about him, the environment he lives in is influenced by this kind of thinking every day, making him feel that what he wants is not important, and what is most important is what he should do.
He is now a junior in college. If he graduates successfully in another year, he will be able to find a stable job, make money, get married, have children, and raise the next generation.
If Lily hadn't abandoned him, if his father wasn't so indifferent, this path would have suited him very well, and he would have done quite well indeed. The most fundamental point was that he was timid at heart, and didn't dare to break away from the system or make any changes. He was afraid that if he made a mistake, he would be abandoned by the whole world, so he was trembling with fear and carefully maintaining his balance.
But now, everything has been turned upside down. The beautiful world he thought of was just an illusion. With a series of events, it became fragmented and completely pushed him to a dead end...
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