The first time Zack Reynolds seriously considered the issue of love was when he was a freshman in college.
In other words, when he and Yao Zhan were hiding and biting each other, his mind was pure, just thinking about the physical matters, and he didn't think too deeply about it.
He thought that it was probably because he was emotionally slower than others that he woke up late.
There are all kinds of new people in the art college. Everyone is open-minded and many topics will be discussed openly.
Not long after the start of his freshman year, he was walking out of the cafeteria while biting an egg-filled pancake and preparing to go to the studio, but he was stopped halfway and was confessed to for the first time in his life.
The person who confessed to him became his first love. It was that person who told him that it was normal for men to fall in love with each other, and that the love could be beautiful.
Zack Reynolds believed it and talked to the other party about graduation from college. The conversation went on quite well, but the breakup was not so nice.
He spent four years in college to understand one thing: love always has an end.
So the second time they broke up, he acted very straightforward and nonchalant, and expressed his disdain for the other party.
He really didn't feel that much pain because he had been prepared for the breakup a long time ago.
In this way, he was quite excessive. Who would have thought about breaking up at the beginning of a relationship? But he really didn't believe that two men could be together for a lifetime. It was just a beautiful fairy tale to fool naive young people.
When Dou Yucong happily moved out, he was actually quite worried. But no matter how worried he was, he couldn't speak ill of other people's relationship. He could only remind her as a brother not to love others more than himself.
Dou Yucong is a smart man, at least smarter than Zack Reynolds most of the time. He knows very well how to love someone, and at that time he was very sure that the other person loved him more than he loved the other person.
This relationship lasted for six years. Zack Reynolds was quite surprised. He thought he could really break his prejudice, but he didn't expect it to end in a miserable failure. He felt sorry for Dou Yucong.
Dou Yucong said: "Fcuk, I'm not telling you, the feeling of wearing someone else's underwear is so Fcuked up."
Dou Yucong likes to swear when he drinks too much. He leans on the sofa, holding a can, and the expression on his face looks like he is about to vomit at any minute.
"When I walked into the bedroom wearing that underwear, that B!tch's eyes went straight. At first I thought it was because I was too S3xy, but it turned out that I was overthinking it." Dou Yucong slammed the table, "Disgusting, still disgusting."
Zack Reynolds didn't know how to comfort people, he could only pat him on the back, clink glasses with him and drink.
"If he had fooled me and lied about it, I wouldn't have used a magnifying glass to investigate."
Zack Reynolds lowered his head and listened to Dou Yucong's words, not knowing what to say.
Love is so tiring.
Dou Yucong always looks young, promising and energetic in front of others, but at this moment, he was leaning on his brother and crying.
"I'm such a loser. I spent six years in vain, and in the end, I just left with my luggage."
Zack Reynolds asked him: "Do you really feel particularly at a disadvantage?"
Dou Yucong was quiet for a while, and after a long while he said: "It's OK, everyone is at a loss."
That night, Dou Yucong was drunk and making a lot of noise. Zack Reynolds dealt with him while replying to Yao Zhan's messages.
Yao Zhan didn't have work tonight, so his phone never left his side and almost fell into the pot when he was cooking noodles.
The two had been texting each other, but unexpectedly Zack Reynolds suddenly sent a voice message. He was a little surprised and a little curious, so he clicked on it but could only hear a drunk talking nonsense.
He couldn't hear clearly what the other person said, but it wasn't anything good.
Yao Zhan has a habit. When someone sends him a text message, he will reply with text. When someone sends him a voice message, he will reply with voice message.
Zack Reynolds sent a voice message. Although he didn't understand what it meant, he still replied: Are you outside?
As soon as he sent this message, Zack Reynolds sent a message: Sorry, my brother was drunk and accidentally touched my phone.
It turned out to be a misunderstanding after all this trouble.
Yao Zhan was a little disappointed, but only for a moment, and then he continued to chat casually.
He had never heard that Zack Reynolds had a younger brother before, and given that man's personality, it was strange that he would take care of an alcoholic. He shook his head, feeling that everyone had indeed changed.
Zack Reynolds finally managed to bring the drunk Dou Yucong to the bedroom and pressed him down until he fell asleep. He then stood beside the bed and sighed.
The phone in my pocket vibrated. It was a message from Yao Zhan: I had just taken two bites of noodles when I received a call and went to work overtime.
He looked at the words on his phone for a while, then glanced at Dou Yucong lying on the bed, and went out quietly. When he closed the door, he didn't know that Dou Yucong secretly rubbed his eyes.
The matter of heartbreak and betrayal by a loved one cannot be overcome by just drinking and acting crazy.
Zack Reynolds didn't sleep all night. He wasn't sleepy, but he couldn't fall asleep.
After sending a "thank you for your hard work" message to Yao Zhan, he put his phone aside and started drawing.
He hardly wrote anything in the past two days and was thinking about that problem every day.
A few days ago, his college teacher called and asked him if he had any good works recently. The application for the international art exhibition at the end of this year has already started, and the teacher advised him to give it a try.
This art exhibition is held only once every five years and is a great opportunity for everyone to become famous. Zack Reynolds, who was just a freshman at the time, submitted his work. Although he did not participate in the exhibition in the end, he was the only student in his class to be shortlisted.
The teacher said: "You can't lose your spirit. You have talent and spirit. Don't waste it."
Zack Reynolds just smiled and told the teacher that he overestimated him.
The teacher said: "You are my student, I know you best. What happened back then is over, but there is still a long way to go. Look, five years have passed in a flash, haven't they?"
Zack Reynolds knew that the teacher felt sorry for him, but the future was long and five years had indeed passed in a flash. However, what he had experienced during these five years had changed him.
All that sharpness, talent, and aura seemed to be a thing of the past life.
Now Zack Reynolds is just an unknown painter that a publishing house only remembers when they are left without a job.
Finally, he told the teacher that he would think about it and that he didn’t have any works on hand yet.
So, I thought about it for several days.
To be honest, the older Zack Reynolds gets, the less courageous he becomes because he is afraid of disappointment.
One night, he hid in his bedroom, holding a paintbrush, painting until dawn.
He actually didn't have any ideas, he just wanted to paint. After a night, he painted a water lily that he didn't even want to look at.
The sun rises early in the summer, and it is already bright at three or four o'clock.
He took a shower and went next door to see Dou Yucong, who was sleeping soundly.
Zack Reynolds felt relieved and went back to his bedroom, lay down and prepared to catch up on some sleep.
Before going to bed, he flipped through his phone. There had been no movement since Yao Zhan said he was going to work overtime, but there were always people talking in the class group at all times.
Those people were still planning a trip for National Day, and he suddenly thought that he could ask Yao Zhan if he wanted to go.
However, no matter whether Yao Zhan goes or not, he has no intention of going.
Zack Reynolds slept until the afternoon and was awakened by Yao Zhan's WeChat message.
His phone is usually in vibrate mode and he puts it under his pillow when he sleeps. Normally no one calls him, but when they do, it's always important matters.
But it’s different now. Whenever Yao Zhan comes to see him, it’s never about anything important.
Yao Zhan said: The flu has been so severe recently that we have been so busy that we don’t even have time to sleep.
Zack Reynolds looked at his phone for a long time before he finally woke up. He replied: Are you a doctor?
Yao Zhan was eating in the cafeteria over there, and suddenly laughed when he saw the message.
How could he have forgotten? The two of them could be said to be somewhat familiar strangers now.
He was about to reply to Zack Reynolds when the vice president called and asked Yao Zhan to go to his office to find him.
He is now hiding from the vice president all day long, fearing that the leader will bring his niece to him to meet him. He won't know how to refuse then, and he can't just say he is gay.
Fortunately, the vice president did not look for him this time for this matter, but to send him to study abroad for a week, and he had to convey the spirit when he came back.
If this had happened in the past, Yao Zhan would have absolutely been unwilling to go. He hated being on business trips the most. The department was already short-staffed, and if he left, there would definitely be long queues to see the doctor.
But when the vice president mentioned a place name, Yao Zhan agreed without saying a word.
Because that place is the city where Zack Reynolds is now.
Originally, Yao Zhan didn't know where he was. He only found out about it after Shao Wei mentioned it.
Ever since the last time they slept together, it was impossible for Yao Zhan to not miss her.
As a man in his thirties, he has strong S3xual needs, but he has never made an appointment with anyone before. Firstly, he doesn't have time to go out and find someone, and secondly, it makes him feel uncomfortable. He hasn't been in a relationship for many years, and he has thought about finding someone to satisfy his S3xual needs, but he always backed off in the end.
He discovered that even when he wanted to have one-night stands, he had to have certain requirements: he had to know the other person inside out, have him be clean and healthy, and feel comfortable in the arms.
But such a person is too hard to find. Those who know each other well are friends. If friends do this, it means they are simply not friends anymore. Moreover, most of his friends are straight. The only ones who can get along with him in this regard are Yang Kan and Xiao Mo. He doesn't even consider those two people. What's more, they have been flirting with each other for so many years, it's not appropriate for him to get involved.
As a result, Yao Zhan became so picky that his requirements for finding a S3x partner became as high as his requirements for finding a partner.
He originally thought that he could only rely on his hands, but unexpectedly, he met Zack Reynolds.
Knowing the origin and details of the animal, it should be clean and free of disease, and it should be comfortable to hold.
He will always remember the scene when Zack Reynolds bit him. It was so beautiful.
At that time, they were about to take the college entrance examination and had just stepped into the adult world. They wanted to taste the forbidden fruit but did not dare to do it for real, so they comforted each other in this way.
From a certain perspective, Zack Reynolds could be considered his S3xual enlightenment.
Zack Reynolds was good-looking at that time, with a young frame, fair complexion and slender figure. He was kneeling in front of him in his school uniform. After all these years, I still can't forget the image of him.
Fifteen years later, the two met again, and it would be inappropriate not to have S3x.
Yao Zhan really liked the feeling when doing it with Zack Reynolds. The other party was not presumptuous and let him take the lead, but he also didn't hold back when he should speak up, which made him like that very much.
There is no one more suitable as a S3x partner than Zack Reynolds, and it is obvious that the other party is not opposed to having S3x with him, otherwise that time would not have been so smooth.
When he came out of the vice president's office, he sent a WeChat message directly to Zack Reynolds and said: I'm on a business trip tomorrow and will come to your place.
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