I told her my concerns, and that I had to lie to both sides in order to go alone. When she knew about it, she burst into laughter and suddenly threw herself into my arms, blaming me: "You fool, I thought you had someone else in your heart and didn't love me anymore!"
How could she know that what she said was actually true? I should have told her everything at that time and ended this relationship as soon as possible. However, facing this girl who came into your life like an angel, this girl who hugged you tightly because she was afraid of losing you, on this snowy night, it was really hard to say the words of breaking up. So I kept putting it off until the end of my junior year.
In the second half of my junior year, Su Xiao often talked about her plans after graduation. She said she liked Nanjing and wanted to stay in Nanjing to work after graduation. She also asked me what kind of job I wanted to find. In her subconscious, she seemed to have determined that I would stay in Nanjing. Every time I answered vaguely, saying that I hadn't thought about it yet, I was not in a hurry, and I would think about it slowly. Until one day at the end of the semester, she mentioned her plans after graduation again, happily looking forward to our life in Nanjing. I really didn't want to hide it anymore, so I blurted out: "I don't plan to stay in Nanjing after graduation."
This sentence was like a bucket of cold water poured over her head. She stared at me blankly for a long time before asking, "Where are you going?"
"Liu Yong." I gave a straightforward answer.
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