Drinking water is often a nightmare-like prank for Theo Tan, who was too young to distinguish between good and evil. For Theo Tan, who experienced a car accident with his legs crippled, it is even more unspeakable shame and death.
When I was young, my friends who went to school together would pretend to call him away pretending to be kind, and then secretly add something numbing to the scalp, or mustard, or a handful of soil, or a bug in Theo Tan’s water glass. , Or something more disgusting.
He was choked with mustard until he kept coughing and almost choked.
Since then, he has never taken a cup to school again, nor has he ever drank a sip of water or eaten at school.
Later, his legs became disabled and he could no longer stand up, and he would never drink another sip of water. Because after drinking water, you have to go to the bathroom and go to the bathroom. This is the most daily behavior for everyone, but it is the most embarrassing torment for Theo Tan.
So, that girl, why did she take the initiative to talk to him, and why did she take the initiative to fetch him water?
He didn’t have time to think so much. For a while, his mind roared and he could only think of the exaggerated and unscrupulous ridicule of his former classmates.
“Theo Tan, go to the toilet together.”
“Theo Tan, how do you disabled people go to the toilet? Do you need help? How can you help?”
“Theo Tan, do you drink water, moisten your intestines!”
Finally, it gradually overlapped with the voice of the girl just now.
“Theo Tan, do you want to drink water, I can make you a drink by the way.”
Theo Tan had never expected anything, but the girl who had said good afternoon to her a moment ago, said something similar to what she used to be in the next moment.
He was not disappointed, or because he was isolated from his illness and his emotional system was different from others, he could not distinguish the high-level emotion of disappointment at all. The overwhelming emotions at this moment are the same as the humiliation and anger he once felt. There is no difference.
She was no different from those who had humiliated him.
No, there is still a difference, she will even approach him pretending to be kind before.
And patiently approached several times.
He will never expect any good morning or afternoon anymore.
He wants to stay away from this person.
Lana Qiao found that Theo Tan’s attitude towards her has become more and more indifferent since that day.
Of course, Theo Tan has always been indifferent to her, but Lana Qiao can still find a little difference in the always expressionless face.
Once she said good morning to Theo Tan, although Theo Tan would not give her any response, he would stop the wheelchair and stare at her with the kind of eyes other students said, before finally lowering his head again and silently from her. after.
But now, Lana Qiao took the initiative to greet him, and Theo Tan couldn’t even stop his wheelchair.
Theo Tan seemed to have isolated Lana Qiao’s voice, and could not hear Lana Qiao’s voice. The signs of rejection were so obvious that even the other students in the class could see it.
“Fuck Lana Qiao is too funny, she actually took the initiative to greet Theo Tan, but she was ignored at all.”
“No one wants to talk to her, only to talk to a fool.”
The crowd laughed and turned to look at the position of the last row of Theo Tan. Theo Tan looked down at something.
The dense English, even Sonia Song, who has the best English score, may not be able to see it unimpeded.
This is a world famous book, “Wuthering Heights”.
He can’t think of why he picked up the book again. Maybe it’s because Lana Qiao’s “maliciousness” hidden after his kindness made him suddenly think of the protagonist in this book, Heathcliff’s gentleness under hatred. .
In fact, there is not much connection, but he is inexplicably connected.
He looked down at the book and happened to see a sentence.
[The soul enters the grave, are you still willing to live? ]
After his mother died, after his legs were crippled, he asked himself every day, would you still live.
[Only loneliness belongs to me alone]
This sentence is so good, he has nothing, family, friendship, health, emotional perception, and dignity, he has none, from beginning to end, only loneliness belongs to him.
The heat in the north in November has gradually dissipated, and the **** frost on the dry grassland during the morning rises, and the cool autumn breeze in the sky “could be interesting.”
But for students, it seems that there is no difference.
I was even a little happy that the extreme heat finally passed, so the lukewarm weather is the most comfortable.
The physical education class in the first year of high school has not been taken up by the other teachers. It belongs to the students. There is physical education in the afternoon. After the last get out of class in the morning, Liam Li and the others started shouting to remember to take the ball in the afternoon.
“Class 2 in the afternoon also has a physical education class, just in time for a fight.”
This is for Charles Chen. Charles Chen naturally has no objections. He has always been a star in the school. Not only does he learn to be top-notch, he is also the focus on the court.
A few people went out with their shoulders on their backs, and several girls packed their things, including Lana Qiao’s tablemate, and left the classroom together.
Lana Qiao was still sitting in her seat, writing something with her brush in her hand.
“Just pretend,” a girl with short hair sneered.
“Hey don’t tell me, Lana Qiao is really working hard recently. I heard that I come here very early every morning and endorse.”
“Carrying a fart, and deliberately waiting for Charles Chen outside, and because of her background and brain, it’s useless even if she really learns.”
“People have to be a little self-aware, why don’t you say she doesn’t have any.”
“Oh, isn’t there no way. Poor, ugly, and poor like her. There is no way to be poor and ugly. They can only remedy it in study.”
Several people laughed, and then changed the subject again, “What kind of girls do you think Charles Chen likes?”
“Just like Sonia Song.”
“I seem to remember that Charles Chen said before that he likes smart people and Sonia Song has good grades. How can Charles Chen dislike it? Besides, he is so beautiful and so rich at home.”
“I don’t think so, Sonia Song likes Charles Chen so obviously, Charles Chen hasn’t confessed, I shouldn’t like it…”
“Whether so much. In the afternoon, I will watch Charles Chen play in the physical education class. It seems that the second class is also in the physical education class. You can still see Hao Ying. Would you like to buy water in the afternoon…”
The meaning behind buying water, a few people laughed together, just understand it by yourself.
When the students in the classroom were almost gone, Lana Qiao walked out of the classroom.
After reading the book for a while, the midterm exam is getting closer and closer. She still doesn’t have much confidence in physics. After all, she used to be a liberal arts student, and she has forgotten about physics. Moreover, physics mainly depends on understanding. It is still a bit difficult to learn by herself. .
Turning his neck and looking back, Theo Tan has also left.
Lana Qiao leaned on the chair and sighed long.
Several days after the last time, Lana Qiao finally wanted to understand what she said wrong.
A total of three sentences were spoken that day, and Theo Tan didn’t respond to the first two sentences, but after asking him if he wanted to drink water, Theo Tan was all wrong.
What did the two words drinking water touch on Theo Tan?
In yesterday’s information class, Lana Qiao finally came into contact with the Internet. She searched the Internet for Asperger’s disease and finally got a general understanding of the disease.
Among them, Lana Qiao got a bit of eyebrows. People who say Asperger’s disease online, especially children, are vulnerable to bullying because they are incompatible with other children. According to statistics, 90% of Asperger’s disease occurs. Children have been bullied by their peers in childhood.
This can easily lead to a result, suffering from persecution delusions.
Because of the persecution and bullying that I have suffered too much, this kind of result is really normal.
Any words with intentions will stimulate Theo Tan’s nerves. Theo Tan is so sensitive to the word drinking water, perhaps because someone hurt him by drinking water.
Lana Qiao was a little guilty.
She didn’t mean it, but it was true that she hurt Theo Tan.
In addition, Lana Qiao observed Theo Tan for several days and discovered that Theo Tan never came to school with a water glass, and he never left his seat, even when he went to the bathroom.
Lana Qiao later realized that it was not easy for Theo Tan to go to the bathroom. Not only was it not easy, he might also be ridiculed by his classmates.
Lana Qiao felt even more guilty.
Walking on the campus road, Lana Qiao said to her heart that she wanted to really get in touch with Theo Tan. If Theo Tan didn’t reject her like this, she had to be more cautious. When passing by the small campus supermarket, Lana Qiao turned into the supermarket and bought it. After the refill, I bought a lollipop.
Walking in a hurry, I didn’t see a few classmates in the supermarket buying water.
As soon as the girls turned their heads, they saw Lana Qiao buying sweets. They greeted the girls together, and they all talked after Lana Qiao left.
“I knew she couldn’t take it anymore!”
Lana Qiao used to buy sweets every day to please the boys and girls in the class. She hadn’t bought it before, but she bought it again for an unprecedented few days. It’s not that she can’t stand it and wants to please Charles Chen and the others.
Several people got excited and ran into the classroom after buying water. Charles Chen was talking in the classroom. Quentin Qin took the basketball that Charles Chen had brought, and kept saying that the ball was good.
Several girls squeezed over, looked at Charles Chen and then said to Quentin Qin, “Guess what we just saw.”
“What?” Quentin Qin didn’t have much interest. He is now all focused on basketball.
“We just went to the supermarket to buy things and met Lana Qiao”, as expected, Quentin Qin turned his head.
“Lana Qiao is buying sugar.”
Quentin Qin patted the basketball heavily on the ground, and his smile couldn’t control his face anymore. “Fuck you finally can’t stand it, right? I know, she’s like a person.” After finishing talking, he smiled and sat on the basketball. Looking at Charles Chen, “Furthermore, there is Charles Chen here.”
Charles Chen cursed and kicked the basketball out, “Shut up if you can’t speak.”
Several people laughed, especially Quentin Qin, who laughed very loudly.
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