Not Ready For My Actions Chapter 177

"Jack:

First of all, I want to say sorry to you for my past attitude towards you and for my current willfulness.

Your marriage with me was originally a political marriage of transaction. I guess Mr. Patrick chose me because he wanted to give you someone to rely on for the rest of your life. After all, I have a good talent for cultivation. If nothing unexpected happens, I will become a Grandmaster and even a Void Saint. If you and I are together, even if you are just an ordinary person, you will have no worries about food and clothing and will not be bullied in this life. And for the sake of the Du family, I can't marry far away, nor can I marry a strong man, or a man who is stronger than me. So I accepted it. You know this and I don't need to explain it.

I admit that I did look down on you at first, not because you were not a martial artist, but because of your dandyism and childishness. I sent people to investigate you, but I didn't expect that all this was just an illusion you put on. You deceived everyone, including me.

I don't regret what I did, but now I feel ashamed of you. It's not because I rejected you at the beginning, but because while I was refusing to fulfill my duties as a wife, I was accepting all kinds of care from you.