When he was a child, he had tens of thousands of urges to commit suicide. One of the deepest memories was when he cut a blood vessel and the blood loss was the fastest. He thought he could be liberated.
But in his drowsiness, he saw a flash of light in the darkness.
He wanted to save him, so he said to him, “You have to wait for me, I will come to you.”
He knew that it was the illusion that he was living too painful, he was too longing for freedom, but he couldn’t escape the shackles, so the schizophrenia came out of the phantom to share the pain for the cowardly.
He can live to this day entirely because his imaginary sister gave him hope of living.
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