The Bamboo Forests of Auden Chapter 12

I always feel that the word "Master" is very far away from me. Of course I also have a Master, but these two words actually fall on me?

Still a little confused. It's been a long time since I joined the world, or in other words, I haven't been with anyone for a long time, so I don't know how to treat her.

After all, treat her better, that's all.

I am her teacher.

This thought always appeared inadvertently, making her feel uneasy, so I just kept her awake.