The Essential Substitute Chapter 8

I didn't think that Kolo would really come the next day just because he said that.

When I'm in bed with handsome boys and I'm in the mood, I always say I want to pick the moon for them.

Yesterday's meal hurt me. I lost interest in the monotonous taste of takeout and suddenly started to miss the taste of home-cooked meals.

When I passed by a supermarket, I went in to pick some vegetables. I hadn't bought raw food for a long time, and I had no idea how to pair it with other vegetables. I looked around and bought everything I might need, and ended up carrying two large bags.

When I got home and stuffed them into the refrigerator, I was a bit troubled. I couldn't afford a servant now, so I had to cook for myself. So I squatted in front of the refrigerator and pondered over the recipe.

Don't underestimate me, of course I can cook. I'm not a rich kid, so it's reasonable for me not to know basic survival skills. I'm just not interested. Cooking is just a survival instinct when you don't have money to eat out, there's nothing to enjoy about it.

From cutting the meat, my hands smelled of meat, which was not very pleasant. I washed my hands several times but the smell still could not be dissipated. I wanted to stir-fry green peppers, but I couldn't decide how many to put in, and whether I needed ginger or onions.

The shrimps were fluttering around in the bag, and the water that leaked out was dripping down the counter and making the kitchen floor wet. It made me want to kill them quickly, but I hadn't figured out what to do with them.

I prepared some side dishes randomly, not caring whether they looked good or not. I put the pot on the stove, put some oil in it when it was hot, poured everything in when the oil was hot, and started stir-frying with the sound of crackling.

The noise from the pot was so loud that it made people feel uneasy. Because there were too many peppers and garlic fried, the kitchen was filled with smoke and the range hood was useless.

People like me should wear decent cologne or a light scent of cigarettes, rather than someone who reminds people of shredded pork with green peppers.

So I came prepared. I wore an old bathrobe that I would change into later, put a shower cap on my head to protect myself from the smell of cooking fumes, and stood there cautiously while cooking.

The noise in the kitchen made me unable to hear anything outside. When someone suddenly asked me "are you preparing dinner?", I almost threw the pot away.

"Did you get scared?" Samuel Ke smiled, "I came in and greeted you, but you didn't hear me."

He had just come back from the company, wearing a crisp white shirt and a black tweed suit. Without any decoration, he looked very simple and handsome, still giving off the feeling of a big boy.

"Ha, no." My chest was pounding, and I laughed dryly twice, continuing to fry the things in the pan as if nothing had happened. My face was calm, but in my heart I wanted to scream like Monk.

He actually saw me looking silly in a shower cap and a shabby bathrobe!

After scrambling the last scoop of food, she forced herself to stay calm and put the shredded green pepper and pork on a plate. She took off her shower cap as inconspicuously as possible, quickly fixed her hair, and acted cool. "Why are you here?"

"Didn't you say you would come over for dinner? Did you forget?" Samuel Ke leaned over and looked for a while. "Hmm, it seems... quite... fragrant. What are you going to cook next?"

"Shrimp and fish."

"What are you going to do?"

"...cooked."

Samuel Ke looked at me and said, "I'm hungry. Let me do it, faster. One is stir-fried and the other is steamed, okay?"

He looked very experienced in picking up the pot. Samuel Ke quickly rinsed the pot, wiped it dry, then took the bag of shrimps, poured some boiling water on them, boiled them, removed the shells and guts, and drained them.

He also took two of the mushrooms I bought and cut them into thin slices.

Then add two spoons of oil to the pot, add the chili and crushed garlic, then add the mushroom slices, stir-fry quickly, then pour in the shrimp, followed by soy sauce and cooking wine, one by one.

He is much more skillful than me. He puts food into the pan, stirs it, and takes it out of the pan in an orderly manner. Although it is fast, he is not in a hurry. Even the sound of the ingredients crackling in the pan sounds very pleasant.

Before cooking the shrimp, he had already smeared salt and cooking wine on both sides of the turbot that had been processed by the waiter, sprinkled it with green onions, chili shreds and ginger slices, and put it in the microwave.

Not long after the cooked shrimps were put on the plate, the microwave made a "ding" sound.

It's done in less than half the time it took me.

"You are a very good cook."

In fact, even if he blew up the kitchen, I would still praise him.

Samuel Ke smiled and poured some soy sauce on the steamed fish. "Shu Nian taught me. He's really good at cooking."

I coughed.

Well, I can cook, but I only cook and eat, just to fill my stomach. Later, when I had the financial ability to pay attention to the dishes and taste, I was unwilling to cook by myself, so my cooking skills were naturally not comparable to that of Shu Nian.

I don't need to compare myself with him.

The dish I made looked a bit ugly, but it tasted OK, and it was edible and filling. Kolo's was much better, and it was a good match for rice or wine. I ate one side of the fish in two or three bites, and then picked up the leftovers.

"Here, there's more," Samuel Ke pulled out the fish bone in the middle and tapped his chopsticks, "Don't be picky, you have to eat the fish skin too."

I smiled stiffly as he put the thin fish belly meat and the greasy fish skin into my bowl, just like he was my uncle. Sometimes we felt that our roles were misplaced.

We finished a homely meal early, and it was still dark. I didn't know what to do. If we were lovers, we could just be affectionate and then have S3x.

We were so embarrassed that we couldn't bear to let him go back.

Kolo sat next to me for a while, and suddenly said, "David, do you want to go to the concert together?"

"ah?"

"I have two tickets," he pulled out the neatly folded coupons from his coat pocket, "It starts at 7:30, not far from here, do you want to go?"

I raised my eyes in surprise, and my gaze moved from the ticket to his face. Our eyes met, and we were both a little embarrassed.

I don't know if this can be considered as asking me out, but I was so happy that I couldn't help the expression on my face, "Okay."

I knew very little about popular music among young people. As for the singer Xu Yan, whom Kolo liked, I only remembered his good looks and had fantasized about him when I saw his posters, but I didn't know him at all.

But what matters is not what you watch, but who you watch it with.

After entering, I finally understood why Kolo told me to wear comfortable shoes when I was leaving. I thought I would sit and enjoy the place, but I didn't expect everyone to stand.

The effect lights had just come on and Xu Yan's shadow wasn't even visible yet, but the audience was already excited and screaming.

It was really hard to sit still in this kind of atmosphere. Everyone was standing in unison. Even if my seat was close to the front, I could only see other people's backs when I sat down.

The concert felt good, the stage design and performance were very impressive. After all, Xu Yan was a handsome man with hormones emanating from his body, and his charm was irresistible. Even someone like me who was completely outside the situation was very interested in watching it, and I threw away my sense of shame and started shouting along.

But no matter how crazy I was about S3xy idols, my leg strength was no match for the passionate young people in their teens and twenties, and gradually I couldn’t stand anymore.

Knowing that Samuel Ke was standing slightly behind me, I half-pretended to lean against him, with half of my back pressed against his chest. Samuel Ke did not move away, but instead straightened his body slightly to support me.

The handsome idol on the stage with a first-rate figure and appearance was instantly forgotten by me.

The venue was almost boiling with excitement, and the stage effect lights were shining brightly. All I could feel was the young man who was supporting me from behind. The place where we were pressed against each other was slightly warm, and I could feel the strength in his chest, as well as his regular heartbeat.

This is truly the best concert I have ever seen.

After the show, I was still a little dizzy, walking with one foot deep and one foot shallow. Before the end, Kolo shouted "encore" with everyone until his voice became hoarse. He was very cute. I didn't think he was childish, but full of energy. He could express his enthusiasm so openly, which was the privilege of a young man like him.

I didn't want to go home separately from him, so I planned to secretly leave my wallet or phone with him. If he found it, he would return it to me. Then...

Before I could pull my hand out of his coat pocket, he lowered his head and looked at my sneaky hand. "What's wrong?"

... I couldn't think of anything, "Ha, I thought this was my pocket..."

Samuel Ke smiled, "I don't have anything for you to steal." Then a hand squeezed in and wrapped around my fist that was holding the phone in an attempted crime, "You must be cold."

His palms were very warm, and I didn't feel cold at all. My heart was warmed to the core.

We walked for a while, still in his coat pocket, until we drove out of the parking lot. I really wanted to press him down on the driver's seat and K!ss him, but looking at his well-proportioned profile and his long, trembling eyelashes, I felt a little guilty.

"It's still early. If you have nothing to do, come to my house and spend some time with your uncle." I know why I feel guilty. Because I look like a bad uncle.

"Well, OK." He thought for a moment, "The water heater where I live is broken today. I don't know if it's been repaired yet. I'll borrow it from your house to take a shower later."

I suddenly felt like a donkey. He was the invisible carrot hanging in front of my eyes, making me dizzy.

Before entering the bathroom, Kolo took off his outer clothes to avoid getting them wet. I looked at him from behind, his shirt off and his bare upper body. The smooth and powerful lines of his back made it hard not to get wild and I couldn't help but stare at him.

Kolo turned around and saw my expression, blushing a little. But he still took off his trousers and roughly wrapped the towel around his waist to block my view.

I felt a little embarrassed. "You are such a rude child. Isn't it common for everyone to be seen naked by their elders?"

He actually wrinkled his nose at me. "The last person who coveted my back is still in the hospital."

I said stubbornly, "Don't worry, I have no intention of hitting on you. It's not like I haven't seen it before."

He turned and went into the bathroom without closing the door immediately. Although I knew in my heart that I shouldn't be so weak in resistance, I still followed him in.

Kolo took the shower head and adjusted the water temperature. He turned around and looked at me standing behind him. His expression became half-smiley, "Uncle David..."

"Don't get me wrong, I'm just here to use the bathroom."

Kolo held the shower head in one hand and looked at me sitting on the toilet. "Uncle David...if you want to go to the toilet, even if you are embarrassed to take off your pants, you should at least open the lid first."

"...Actually...I suddenly don't want to go anymore."

"Hmm?" Samuel Ke smiled, as if waiting for me to continue.

He and I both know very well what I am thinking and what I want.

But I couldn't say "please help me solve my problem" now. After repeated failures, I didn't have much confidence that I could overpower him. It would be fine if I asked him to let me have S3x with me, but if I asked him to have S3x with me, wouldn't that make me a bit of a jerk?

My pride and desire were fighting fiercely, and I felt uncomfortable after just a few seconds, but Samuel Ke was still smiling. Seeing him waiting for me to come up with a story and ready to laugh at me, I suddenly felt a little hot in my head.

"Nothing, just wash it. I'm going out now."

If you don't want to, then don't want to. What's so funny about keeping me hanging like this? I'm not that hungry.

Samuel Ke called out from behind: "Uncle David."

I knew he was embarrassed and wanted to make up for something, but a breath pressed against my chest and I closed the bathroom door with one force.

I don't want him. Having S3x is a mutual entertainment. Seeing him being so generous every time, I feel bad for him.

I won't die if I don't do it with him, so why should I be so desperate and useless?

"David," Kolo opened the door and poked his head out of the bathroom to look at me, "Did I make you angry?"

"No," I coughed, "Go take a shower."

"this

Ah," Samuel Ke continued to tilt his head, "don't you want to come and take a shower together?"

...

Is it fun to tease me with a bone that I can see but cannot eat? I suddenly got a little annoyed: "What the hell."

Samuel Ke chuckled, walked over to me and squatted down.

"You," he held my face in his hands, "you are such a grown-up, and yet you are still being stubborn."

I think my face must have turned red, "Get out of here, kid, you're talking nonsense."

I'm not being upset, he just doesn't understand.

I was about to get angry, but Samuel Ke seemed to find it very interesting and K!ssed me hard on the lips, and then tried to K!ss me again. I pushed him away.

I should be firm for once and not stare at him like a hungry dog   seeing a bone every time I see him. I am so shameless and it only brings me shame.

"Hurry up and wash yourself and go back. I want to go to bed."

Kolo grabbed my arms and said, "I'm not going home tonight."

"Then you can sDavidp on the floor."

Samuel Ke smiled, "Ah, are you willing to do that?"

When I looked at his white teeth that looked like those of a little animal, my head started to heat up again.

He also knew that I was reluctant.

No matter how I ignored or concealed it, he still saw it clearly and found it interesting.

But my pitiful self-esteem is nothing to laugh at.

It felt like there was a fire burning in my chest. I gathered all my strength and pushed him fiercely. Samuel Ke just swayed slightly, then took advantage of the situation to grab my arm, smiled and pressed me down on the sofa, K!ssed me, and then moved his lips back a little, as if he wanted to see my confused reaction.

"What are you doing?" I said fiercely, "I don't want to do it, get out of here."

Kolo was still smiling, not annoyed at all, he just pressed my limbs hard, pursed his lips, then lowered his head and K!ssed my neck. After the wet and passionate K!ss, his hot breath blew in my ears, "This is not up to you, Uncle David."

When he K!ssed my ear, my back felt numb.

I've always been the only one who forced others to have S3x, but I've never been forced. It's really strange.

I was really surprised that he would be so proactive. I thought I was just a piece of chicken ribs that he could barely chew by forcing it into his mouth.

The wide sofa beneath me was soft, but the naked chest pressing against me was firm and strong, and I could feel the vivid heat through the clothes. It would be a lie to say that I wasn't tempted, but I was still yelling, "Get the hell out of here, I'm not interested in you."

Kolo ignored me and pressed over to K!ss me, licking me from top to bottom, half forcing and half teasing me. He even had time to look up at my expression. He was so confident.

When he K!ssed my belly button, I made a sound without any backbone. The organ between my legs had already risen.

He does have the capital to be confident, and I can't develop an immunity to him. He and I are both very clear about his inevitable Victor Zhuoy.

My lower body was tickled and hot by his deft fingers, and my vision became blurry. Being suppressed and stroking between my open legs, my breathing became heavy, my waist became tense, and I instinctively moved closer to him, seeking that more intense friction.

When I finally reached the peak of excitement and released my orgasm in his palm, my legs suddenly became weak. I was sweating all over and collapsed, and I could only lie there waiting for him to come. My body was hot and my face was red, all filled with shame of having lost everything.

Samuel Ke's smiling face enlarged in front of my eyes, and then became blurred. My waist was held by him, lifted up, and there was a hard object behind me pressing against the entrance, trying to squeeze in.

I was a little overwhelmed and couldn't help but say, "You, you f*cking be gentler."

Koro paused for a moment, waiting for me to catch my breath, and then thrust forward. My scream was choked in my throat: "Fcuk..."

There was no time to adjust the breathing, the rhythm had already become intense, the sweaty bodies overlapped and swayed, all the sounds became ambiguous, the panting and moaning became increasingly stronger, and the place of intercourse became unusually hot.

The two of us were moving out of control, breathing heavily, and the penis pumping repeatedly inside was a bit too fierce. Kolo seemed to be in high desire, tightening my waist and pushing me hard. After a bit of wantonness, he was still not satisfied, "Open your legs a little more."

What are you talking about? I stared at him, stubbornly standing still, determined to maintain my dignity as an elder.

Kolo simply spread my legs apart and thrust deeper. I couldn't help but yell, "You want to Fcuking kill me..."

My lips were blocked again, and the deep K!ss swallowed up the rest of my words. I felt that he was really exerting force on his hands, and I was afraid that my tendons would be broken, and I was so anxious that I wanted to scream, but my legs were successfully pressed to the angle he was satisfied with, almost touching the side of my head.

Samuel Ke also sighed in surprise: "You are so soft..." and then pressed all his weight up, going extremely deep.

Damn it, do you think my body is made of rubber and you can bend it however you want? I'm almost 40 years old!

But I couldn't utter a complete sound. I felt powerless and being manipulated by his actions, coupled with an uncontrollable, surging pleasure.

Kolo and I get along well in this regard and are quite open-minded. It's rare that we have such a high level of physical compatibility, and this may be the only motivation for him to maintain a physical relationship with me.

We do have a lot of different ways of making love, and some of the positions even make someone as shameless as me blush.

I think if he was with Shu Nian, there would definitely not be so many shameful postures.

He couldn't bear to embarrass him, not to mention that his body was bent at a 30-degree angle and what if he got hurt.

But there is nothing wrong with that, men love because of S3x. For people like us who have one-night stands, if the feeling in bed is good, the possibility of further relationship is much greater.

Who knows, maybe one day he will follow his biological instincts.

After tossing and turning in the living room several times, he returned to the bed in the bedroom.

After all, I didn't have enough energy, so I lay on top of him in the position where I was penetrated, just gasping for breath and covered in sweat.

But there was no stop.

Even though I didn't say it, he already knew how obsessed I was with him.

My senses were sharp in the intense rhythm, but my consciousness was hazy. I vaguely heard him call: "Uncle David."

"Hmm?" I responded reluctantly.

"Uncle David..." The voice came out from the depth of his throat, with a moist and hot breath. Looking down, I could see his fiery black eyes, half-closed, with a beast-like passionate look. He didn't want to say anything, he just called me.

The inside was hit violently, and the spasms continued. I suddenly found myself unable to control myself, so I hugged him tightly and pressed my lips against his.

After going crazy to the limit, both of us lay exhausted, adjusting our breathing and steadying our heartbeats. I waited until I had some strength, then struggled to get up and sat up against the head of the bed.

Even though I was Fcuked, I still wanted to be graceful and took out a cigarette to smoke comfortably. I wanted to create the mood of having a cigarette after S3x and feel happy like a god. I was halfway through smoking when two fingers came out of the air and took my cigarette away.

"Smoking too much is bad for your health."

His wet hair scattered on his forehead looks so S3xy, and the corners of his mouth are so delicious.

"But if you don't smoke, your mouth will be free."

Samuel Ke smiled, moved his lips closer, blocked my "too idle" mouth, and K!ssed me gently. My whole mouth was warm, his breath. I was K!ssed so hard that my face turned red.

Damn, this kid is a little too charming tonight.

Kolo removed his lips and hugged me, "Would you like to take a bath together? I'll rub your back."

"Um."

He was so enthusiastic towards me today that I couldn't help but have some dirty thoughts.

The two of them soaked in the bathtub, pouring water on themselves intermittently, and doing many things that had nothing to do with bathing, so that the water became too cold and had to be refilled.

Finally, I started to take a serious shower. Samuel Ke grabbed one of my legs and helped me massage the calf which was almost cramped just now. I was so comfortable that I felt drowsy.

I don’t know if it’s because being surrounded by heat makes me dizzy, but I gradually felt a little dizzy.

Although it is better not to ask some questions, but if you don’t ask, who will tell you the answer you want to hear?

Just think of it as a bet on my fortune today. Anyway, there will always be a day to find out the truth.

I poked him with my other foot. "Chloe."

"Hmm?" Kolo smiled and pinched me with his toes.

"Which one is more comfortable, doing it with me or doing it with Shu Nian?"

If his expression wasn't exactly sad, it was pretty close. In the unbearable silence, he lowered his head and washed silently. After a while, he said, "Shu Nian is always the best."

I put my hands behind my head. Damn it, now it's over, why do I always want to humiliate myself, do I feel uncomfortable if I don't get slapped twice?

"Uncle David..."

I pretended not to hear and continued humming. I stood up, took the shower gel and applied it on myself carefully.

"Uncle David."

"What?"

"I'm sorry," he apologized, a little hesitantly. "I didn't know if you would mind."

My throat felt a little itchy, so I purred to wash away the bubbles in my chest. "What's the matter?"

"Uncle David, although it's rude, I think it's wrong to be ambiguous, and I don't want to trouble you. To be frank, I will always love Shu Nian, even though he won't respond to me."

... I snorted vaguely from my nose, "I know."

"I'm with you, but my feelings towards Shu Nian won't change. You and I are not in love, we are just friends and bed partners. If you feel uncomfortable, just tell me directly and we can try to find another way to get along."

His eyes were open as he spoke, and my face was not reflected in them.

I cleaned my chest and laughed, "You think too much."

His young and upright face and his pair of eyes with clear black and white.

Sitting in the bathtub, the warm water was over my chest, the water pressure was too high, my heart was aching. I smiled and flicked his forehead.

For a long time afterwards, I didn't invite Samuel Ke to my house again.

I only meet him in the company, and we just deal with each other in a businesslike manner and nod and say hello.

"Uncle David."

The cup of tea was steaming hot. Kolo made the tea for me and placed a small dish of hazelnuts next to it.

I smiled and said, "Thank you." I like to chew nuts slowly, which is good for my brain, stomach and teeth. If you don't want to get old, you have to move more everywhere.

Samuel Ke was very friendly to me, and he would bring me things every few days, sometimes a few candies, sometimes a small box of shrimp dumplings, or coffee in a thermos. Sometimes there would be a clean apple on my desk, a child's toy.

In fact, our relationship is still good, but it has retreated beyond the line of ambiguity.

"Isn't it beautiful?" A branch of light-colored plum blossom was placed in front of me.

"Well?"

"The flowers in the garden downstairs are blooming today. I brought one for you." Samuel Ke smiled and shook it, then neatly put it in my vase that had only two green leaves in a thousand years.

... I couldn't help but touch my chin. Jiangnan has nothing, so I'll just give you a branch of spring. It's really elegant.

These trivial things he gave me were too shabby to win people’s hearts or make up for the loss. They were just for his convenience. When he ate unexpectedly delicious chocolate, he would give me two, and when he ate freshly peeled walnuts, he would give me a handful and put them on my table. That was all.

I just don't know what the intention behind this kind of "convenience" is.

Kolo had nothing to do yet, so he leaned over my desk and started talking to me: "I wonder if the weather will get warmer in a couple of days."

"What? Does it matter?"

"I asked Shu Nian to come over and play. I'm afraid he won't be able to bear it if it's too cold."

I said "oh" and continued to grind my hazelnuts slowly between my teeth.

"Uncle David, are you free this weekend?"

"What's up?"

"Would you like to go to the game together? I have tickets."

"I have a golf date."

Kolo looked at me and said, "You can also call me if you want to play golf."

I smiled and said, "I don't want to bother you."

What if Shu Nian calls him away halfway through the call, how would I survive?

Being with Koro was like taking a sugar-coated pill. Just as the sweetness was melting, the bitter taste suddenly came out and caught me off guard.

My mouth can't stand eating like this all the time.

Kolo looked at me for a while, "Uncle David, you are angry with me."

He was stating the facts in a tone, and I didn't want to pretend to be so, so I raised my eyes and asked, "Does it matter to you whether I'm angry or not?"

Samuel Ke suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

It's the elders."

Oh Sh!t.

"Just remember that I'm your elder." I smiled and started typing on the laptop keyboard, getting busy and no longer talking to him.