The One Behind It All Chapter 127

After entering the local area, they are not adapted to the commodity economy and have no ability to control it. In the beginning, when I was a manager in an electronics company, I had a rough time and was deceived. Later, there was nowhere to find a job, so I was forced to create Huawei. Huawei started under very difficult conditions in the first few years. At this time, my parents, nephew and I lived in a small room of more than ten square meters and cooked on the balcony. They were always worried about me and lived very frugally. They saved some money to save me in the future. (I heard from my sister that in two months before her mother passed away, she told her that she had saved tens of thousands of dollars to save her brother in the future. He would not be fine forever. When my mother was hit by a car, she only had a few dollars on her body. With ten yuan and no identification, she was rescued by 110 as an unknown person. During lunch, her sister and brother-in-law found that she had not returned and searched everywhere. Only then did they realize that she was in a car accident. How pure a mother's heart is. ) At that time, the fish and shrimp sold in Guangdong were very cheap once they were dead. My parents specially bought dead fish and dead shrimps to eat, saying that they were fresher than those in the mainland! I went out to buy vegetables and watermelon in the evening, because the vegetables that cannot be sold are cheaper. I also had no time to take care of their lives, so I didn’t even know that my mother was suffering from severe diabetes. It was my neighbor who told me. After Huawei achieved scale and development, the pressure of management transition was huge. Not only could I not be able to take care of my parents, but I could not even take care of myself. My body was also exhausted during that period. It was then that my parents moved to live with my sister in Kunming. I also understood that if you struggle, you will have to make sacrifices. Huawei's success has caused me to lose the opportunity and responsibility to honor my father and mother, and it has also damaged my own health.

I always think that my mother is in good health and still has time. My health is not good, and my knowledge structure and intelligence cannot keep up with the times. I will gradually withdraw from the stage of history. I will always have time to accompany her. Unexpectedly, something unexpected happened. Looking back on the history I have gone through, I ask myself that throughout my life I am worthy of my motherland, my people, my career and my employees, and my friends. The only thing I am ashamed of is that I have failed my parents. I did not take care of them when I could not, and I did not take care of them when I could. Didn't take care of them. I know that my situation is better than that of most people, so in order to forget and commemorate it, I also spit it out.

Dad, Mom, I call you thousands of times, but I can’t call you back. The deceased has passed away, and the living must move forward.

----------February 8, 2001 in Shenzhen

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