She propped her chin up and asked, "Why did you regret it back then?"Her words seemed to make no sense, but I immediately understood what she was saying.Those painful memories, the not-so-good past, are what I try to avoid recalling. In the past, it was out of guilt, and now it’s out of fear.After knowing that I was pregnant, Mason Collins secretly sent me to a private clinic for an elective induced abortion.At first, I didn't want the baby in my belly. After all, he was not the product of "love" and no one was looking forward to his birth, so I signed the consent form for the operation. But soon, something happened that made me change my mind. I began to want to give birth to the child, raise him, and become a "mother" different from Mason Collins.
However, Mason Collins would not allow me to have such a ridiculous idea. She was furious at my inconsistency and accused me of being a shameless B!tch who had brought shame upon her.She asked the nurse to hold my hands and feet and ordered the doctor to push the anesthetic into my body. During this period, no matter how I cried and begged her, she always watched coldly and remained unmoved. The drug took effect quickly. It seemed like a few seconds had passed since I lost consciousness, but when I woke up again, there was a scar on my lower abdomen.Seven years ago, we were accomplices and co-conspirators.I always thought I killed him. Mason Collins and I killed that child together.When I knew he was still alive, my heart was filled with joy and every inch of it was illuminated by the sun."
Because if you look out the back window of the ward...there is a kindergarten there." I smiled at Mason Collins and left the tea room.On the way home, I bought a few cups of tiramisu at a bakery as a "souvenir" for Leo Summers.Since we happened to be hitting the evening rush hour, there was some traffic jam along the way. I started stopping and starting as we drove up the mountain, and my stomach started to feel uncomfortable.As soon as I entered the door, I smelled the aroma of food. It was just in time for dinner. Mason Collins's cup of bitter tea made me lose my appetite. I gave the cake box to Sister Jiu, sat down and poured a bowl of soup, and asked the servant not to bring me food.Song Boluo seemed to be particularly busy today. He was replying to emails on his mobile phone at the dining table.
When he saw something wrong, he would call the person who wrote the email and scold him.Leo Summers smiled unconsciously while eating because of my tiramisu as dessert: "Mom, my teacher watched Qiqi Paradise with me today!""Kiki's Paradise" is the cartoon that was released recently. I have always wanted to find time to watch it with him, but I didn't expect that in the end I had to ask his tutor to do it first."Does it look good?""Yes!" He nodded vigorously and looked at me with an expectant look, "I want to go to the amusement park."What a mistake. Today's soup is a bit greasy. The nausea I felt after drinking it didn't go away, but became worse..."Okay, I'll take you there sometime..." I suddenly covered my mouth and retched a few times.Song Boluo, who was sitting opposite me, suddenly interrupted the conversation, put away his phone and looked at me with a frown."what are you doing?"What else could I do in this state except vomit? I ignored him and tried to suppress the nausea, but it was not very successful.After a rapid churning of the stomach, I finally couldn't hold it in anymore, and I covered my mouth and rushed to the toilet quickly.
The chair made a loud noise as it skidded across the floor.And two seconds later, almost the same sound followed. Integrity is important in business, and in life as well.】Holding the toilet, I vomited all the liquid in my stomach. Because the vomiting was too intense, my muscles tensed up uncontrollably and tears flowed. When there was nothing left to vomit, I sat down on the ground, feeling a little exhausted."Hey, are you okay?"After pressing the flush button, I tore off some tissue paper, wiped the dirt and tears off my face, and turned back to look at Song Boluo at the door.He held onto the door frame, his face showing something resembling "worry". But in the blink of an eye, his brows gradually bulged, his thin lips were pressed into an unkind straight line, and the expression on his face returned to the more familiar "impatience"."Talk." He walked into the bathroom, half-knelt in front of me, hesitated for two seconds, and raised his hand to touch my forehead.The scene in front of my eyes darkened and then brightened, and my skin felt the soothing heat. I slightly lifted my lips and let out an almost inaudible sigh. Fatigue overwhelmed me and my eyelids drooped uncontrollably."I felt a little carsick on the way back..."Before I finished speaking, Logan Summers withdrew his hand.
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