The Tangled Web of Logan and Ethan Chapter 32

"Are you meddling too much?" He grabbed my wrist and then let go.I looked him straight in the eye and didn't back down. "He's not feeling well today."Song Bailao did not give in: "He was not born for comfort and pleasure."What he said was very unreasonable."No one is born to suffer. Being strict is good, but you are too strict with him. He is your son, not your employee."He sneered sarcastically: "Who are you to teach me? He is not your own child, why are you pretending to have a deep mother-son relationship? I told you not to do unnecessary things."It started again. 

He would show his ill will towards me every now and then.It's like there is an invisible and intangible but real cycle, or a "minefield". If I step on it during this "special period", I need to be prepared to be blown to pieces.Whether he can get along well with me depends not only on his mood, but also on whether I am sensible. If I go along with him and just be a submissive marriage partner, he can still talk to me calmly. But as long as I show a little disobedience, he will fly into a rage and show his displeasure of being offended.Generally speaking, I don't have the right to say "no" in front of him.He is completely dictatorial, he is high above me, I can only obey him and depend on him, just like other alphas and their betas. Even worse than them. After all, those betas don't have stains that can't be washed away, but I have a huge sin in Song Bo Lao's mind."I am your legal partner. Isn't that enough?"He was unmoved: "No, he can't go to bed until he finishes reciting the text today."I saw him about to close the door again, and asked anxiously, "What's the difference between what you did and what Luo Qinghe did?"Song Bailao was stunned when he heard this, and his face quickly turned pale: "What did you say?"I also didn't want to quarrel with him in front of Leo Summers at the door of the study, but maybe I had been holding it in for too long, and some things I couldn't take back all of a sudden."Don't you realize that you are exactly like Luo Qinghe sometimes? 

You accept all the indifference, violence, and strictness he has towards you that you hate, and project them onto your own child. You think that you grew up this way, and he should grow up this way too. You don't have a good father, so don't give him a good father either."From the corner of my eye, I could see Logan Summers's hand tightening around the door frame, revealing his knuckles. Although I was scared, I had to say something. Even if he punched me to the ground the next moment, I would accept it.Song Boluo didn't punch me, but the words he said were "violent" in another sense.He leaned over to my ear and said in a cold, harsh voice, "You sound like a good father, but I will never let you have your own children."My chest felt like it was hit hard by a clock pole, and the dull pain radiating from that point instantly spread throughout my body. It wasn't severe, but it still gave me the illusion of difficulty breathing.He said this many times, and I heard it many times, but only this time did I feel a kind of "disappointment". This emotion was not directed at the fact that "I can't give birth to Logan Summers's child", but directly at Logan Summers himself.I fluttered my eyelashes: "If...if you and I really have a child, will you stop loving him because you hate me?""Yes." Song Bailao glanced at me and said without hesitation.I took a step back in shock, looking at him speechless.At this moment, Leo Summers's sobbing voice sounded behind Logan Summers."Dad, I'll recite it. I know how to recite it. 

Please stop arguing."Logan Summers turned around, revealing a narrow gap, and I saw Leo Summers pulling at his trouser leg, crying with tears all over his face, and even his neck was red.One of them lowered his eyes, while the other raised his eyes, and they stared at each other for a long time.Finally, Logan Summers closed his eyes and opened the door wider."I will test you again tomorrow. If you still can't recite it..." He paused abruptly, "you will be punished to copy it ten times."Leo Summers hiccuped and nodded: "Okay...Okay."Song Bailao looked at me, as if he had made a big concession: "Are you satisfied now?"Leo Summers timidly unbuttoned his pants and trotted towards me.I squatted down and hugged him in my arms. He buried his face in my shoulder, his body still twitching with tears."Stop crying, stop crying, let's go back to sleep." I coaxed him gently with concern, glanced at Logan Summers who was leaning against the door frame, and without saying anything to him, I turned around and left.I sent Leo Summers to bed and covered him with a quilt. Although he stopped crying, his eyes were still red and his voice was nasal."Mom, will you get divorced?" He curled up in the pillow, clutching his quilt tightly with both hands, looking extremely uneasy.