The Underlying Reasons 2 Chapter 42

The next morning, the first person to wake up was naturally Ryan.

Liam is still asleep. After being drunk and having s3x, Liam is sleeping very deeply. Ryan sat by the bed and looked at Liam's sleeping face. He has always felt that Liam lives a "two-faced" life. In the eyes of many people, Liam is a good-tempered man with a kind personality and gentle attitude towards others. However, Ryan knows that under this seemingly tepid appearance, he actually has a very unique personality. He loves to watch literary and artistic movies, can dance modern dance, and has been to a gay bar when he was in college... No matter which one, it is quite alternative for college students of that era. It's just that this person rarely shows this side to outsiders, leaving most people with a false impression of being quiet and easy-going. Ryan once wondered why this person disguised himself like this. Now that I think about it, it may be related to his family...

Although Liam did not elaborate on his family's story yesterday, the few words he shouted also revealed a lot of information. "Who doesn't want parents to love and have a stable family?", "How do you think my mother and I survived those years?" Ryan can already speculate what happened in the Li family. If that's the case, Liam's various behaviors have reasonable explanations. As proud as he is, he naturally doesn't want to expose his family's dirty laundry, even in front of his lover. Thinking of this, Ryan couldn't help but feel a little funny, but as soon as the corner of his mouth raised, another thought came into his mind------If this is really the case with the Li family, then Liam is all the hope and sustenance of Li's mother. Can she accept Liam being with a man? With Li's mother's strength, is it really possible for them to convince her? If they can't convince her, what will Liam choose? ......

Ryan was a little afraid to think about the answer.

Looking up inadvertently, a calligraphy caught his eye: Drink today and be drunk today, worry about tomorrow tomorrow. I bought this by chance when I was visiting PanLiaman. At that time, the person selling the calligraphy boasted to him that it was a treasure of a famous artist and would not sell it unless it was sold for two thousand yuan. Ryan certainly didn't believe it, but he liked this sentence very much, so after some bargaining, he bought it. After that, this calligraphy has been hanging in Ryan's home and has almost become his motto. As a minority that is not tolerated by the majority, he is destined to experience more pain and suffering than others. Instead of worrying about the future and gains and losses, it is better to live in the present. Ryan has always told himself this, but perhaps he has been too comfortable in the past year or so, so that he has had some unreasonable thoughts...