The Underlying Reasons I Chapter 58

While the brothers of the Shen family had put aside their past grudges and were in harmony with each other, Jason was still living in confusion and entanglement. After the chat with Sean, Sean seemed to be the same as before, but Jason could feel that Sean had not really let go. When talking to him, there was always an imperceptible sense of distance in Sean's attitude, and his smile was no longer as natural as before. The night before, everyone had a dinner party, and Sean drank heavily, obviously wanting to get himself drunk, but Jason did not even have the position to persuade him to drink... Moreover, Sean's behavior after being drunk made Jason even more heartbroken. He didn't even want to listen to a few more words from him. It is said that true heart is revealed after drinking. Could it be that in his heart, he actually wanted to avoid him like that? ! ......

After the initial shock of hearing the news and finishing his work, Jason was finally able to seriously think about the relationship between him and Sean without being disturbed by other things. After calming down and asking himself, Jason found that he actually had a good impression of Sean. At first, he thought that he had a brotherly relationship with Sean, just like he did with other people. However, when Sean really got along with him like a brother in the past few days, Jason still felt lost. He found that he did expect more from Sean than others. For example, he hoped that when Sean was hungry, he would eat the food he bought for him; when he was drunk, he could lean on his arms; when Sean was unhappy, he would talk to him and even cry; and when he was happy, he would be the first to tell him the good news... Help Sean get his brother back, rent a house with him, send him to the hospital, care about his meals, help him move, cook for him... If the object of all this was a woman, Jason would understand without hesitation that he liked the person. But just because it was a man, Jason carelessly attributed him to "brotherly love". Now, after breaking through this appearance, Jason found that his heart had strayed too far without him realizing it. However, Jason understood that for two people to be together, it was not enough to have feelings alone. There were also many problems to face, such as secular concepts and family pressure...

Jason sat in front of the computer, unconsciously turning the mouse wheel. On the screen was a long post in a gay forum, discussing the old question of "choosing love or parents". The poster talked about how his parents "cried, made a fuss, and even threatened to hang themselves" to force him to leave his same-s3x lover and return to the normal path of marrying and having children. There were many people leaving comments below, some of whom gave suggestions on how to communicate with parents, but more people took the opportunity to talk about their experiences when they first came out. Some of the replies made Jason quite frightened. Imprisoning children, threatening to go on hunger strikes... Jason could not imagine that there were parents who would use such means to force their own children. When he saw some people cruelly writing "I don't go home every day, and I won't give you children even if I get married", Jason could not blame these people for being cold, because they were also living in pain. So, what about when you admit it to your parents? What will happen to your parents? ......

"Silly boy, what are you daydreaming about?" A hand patted Jason's shoulder, which scared Jason. He turned around quickly and saw Cheng's father standing behind him, looking at him with amusement.

"Dad, why was there no noise when you came into the room?" Jason said, covering his chest, looking very frightened.