The Unyielding Will of Adler Chapter 158

Xue Zixuan Extra:

Because of the death of his sister, Xue Zixuan knew that he was a monster. He was eleven years old that year. In order to participate in the Chopin International Piano Competition, he stayed in the piano room to practice every day. He remembered that one day, his mother broke in and choked with sobs, "Zixuan, your sister has passed away. Go and see her."

When he walked out of the piano room, he found that the mourning hall had been decorated at home. His sister, who was less than one year old, was lying in a small coffin, wrapped in a brand-new swaddling clothes. She suffered from hemolytic disease from birth, and after several months of treatment, she finally died. The mother lay on the coffin and cried bitterly, shouting her sister's name heartbreakingly. The father's eyes were red and silently weeping, and his expression was equally grief-stricken. Xue Zixuan touched his heart and found that it was very calm. He cannot feel their grief and cannot be a part of the family. While they were busy worrying about his sister's illness, he didn't even want to ask.

"Take a good look at her! What's that expression on your face? Aren't you sad?" His mother obviously noticed his abnormality and pressed the indifferent him on the small coffin, letting him face his dead sister. See. He stared at her indifferently, his eyes dry. After a long time, his mother let go and looked at him with a new, strange look.

After his sister was buried, his mother took him to see a psychiatrist, and he began five years of treatment. He slowly accepted the fact that he was a monster without empathy. Such a person could not understand the feelings of others and did not understand what sadness and joy were. He scoffed at this because he knew that music could make him feel sad as well as happy. In the world of music, he is complete.