The Wine of Secret Love Chapter 8

After running away from Gideon's house, he couldn't hold on for some reason.

Fortunately there was no one around at night, otherwise it would have been really ugly with him holding up his pants.

He ran back to the car in embarrassment, started the car eagerly, and drove home.

Halfway through the car, he suddenly remembered that Gideon gave him this car. Suddenly his stomach churns, he turned the steering wheel and stopped the car sharply on the side of the road.

He leaned back in the chair tiredly and slowly closed his eyes.

In the past six years, Gideon had been very kind to him. His house, car, expensive gifts from time to time, and red envelopes during the holidays had all been indispensable to him. When he was in a good mood, he would hug him and give him tender affection. Generally speaking, as long as they could tolerate their unstable tempers, the two of them were in harmony, and Gideon had not treated him badly.

As for Gideon sleeping with others and spreading scandals, that is beyond his control. Just as he said to Malcolm Feng, it is not Gideon's fault that Gideon doesn't like him. There is no commitment or agreement between the two of them. He is very sober. He knew deeply that the pain he experienced from Gideon was all caused by his indifference and his willingness to do so.

He thought that after so many years of hard work, he could tolerate Gideon's many bad deeds, but today he still underestimated how much of a B@st@ard Gideon was.

He took out half a pack of cigarettes from the drawer, and after searching for a long time, he found a lighter.

Because Gideon didn't like it, he would hide it even if he wanted to smoke a cigarette.

He opened the car window and let the damp and cold wind rush in. Smoke rose slightly, blurring his vision. As the smell of nicotine circulated in his lungs, he felt that his chaotic brain was also sobering up under the stimulation of tobacco.

It's really ridiculous. His feelings for Gideon are a joke no matter how you look at them. This joke hung like a guillotine above his head. For many years, he had been waiting for the guillotine to fall, for Gideon to say goodbye to him. He had been preparing for that day, and now, he felt that that day was not far away.

The phone rang suddenly, and for some reason his heart trembled. He quickly took it over and saw that it was an unfamiliar number. He breathed a sigh of relief and answered the phone: "Hello?"

"Why, it's me." Malcolm Feng's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Well, tell me." Bryce He's voice was very cold. This was how he usually behaved. After the verbal conflict that day, it was even more impossible for him to give Malcolm Feng a good look.

"I want to apologize to you for what happened that day."

"nothing."

"I have your umbrella here. I'll give it back to you when you have time."

"It's just an umbrella, no need."

Malcolm Feng smiled bitterly: "I just want an excuse to see you again, please give me face."

He He sighed: "Malcolm Feng, what do you want to do?"

Malcolm Feng's enthusiasm can't help but make people think wrongly. Six years have passed, and Malcolm Feng has no need to be attentive to him. But he still didn't believe that Malcolm Feng's old love for him was unresolved.

There was silence on the other end of the phone: "I just miss you a little and the good times we had in the past."

Bryce He's heart suddenly felt a little sour, and he couldn't help but recall the moments when he and Malcolm Feng were in college. They really had a good time, although most of the time they were just ambiguous, and they broke up on bad terms in the end. It’s also very uncomfortable. The only two people he has ever had feelings for in his life are Malcolm Feng and Gideon. He is a very long-term person, otherwise he would not have liked someone for so long. In his heart, Malcolm Feng has always been placed in a sunny place. In the corner, those were the green years that could never be returned. Because they were really beautiful, he couldn't be too cold to this man.

Malcolm Feng said again: "I promise not to mention you and Gideon again. Can we be friends?"

"You..." He He said helplessly: "If you do what you say, we will still be friends."

Malcolm Feng smiled: "I'll keep my word. Whenever I'm free, I'll treat you to dinner."

"Just wait until you finish the case at hand. There are too many things going on recently."

"What are you doing now? It doesn't sound like you're at home."

He He was stunned for a moment, "Well, I just finished working overtime and am going home."

"I'm at a friend's bar, not far from your company. Come over for a drink?"

"No, I'm too tired today, and I don't even know anyone."

"You're still so afraid of contact with strangers." Malcolm Feng chuckled and said, "Are you afraid even if I'm around?" There was clearly a hint of imperceptible doting in his voice.

"It's not a question of whether I'm afraid or not, it's just that I'm really tired."

"Well, then you go back and have a good rest. I'll meet you another day."

After hanging up the phone, He He calmed down his mood, smoked his cigarette, and drove home.

The home is empty and has no atmosphere of life. He rarely eats at home. Once he gets busy with work, he has no time to do anything else except take a shower and sleep. To him, this place is sometimes more like a hotel.

This apartment was also given by Gideon. It really looked like Gideon was supporting him. Although he didn't need anyone to support him, to buy such an apartment in the Third Ring Road, he would have to pay off the mortgage for ten or twenty years.

Regarding the fact that Gideon gave him the RV, he neither felt insulted nor grateful. These things did not mean much to him. He had very low material requirements and was a calm character even if he rented a house and squeezed into the subway. Gideon wanted to give him something, it was Gideon's voluntary act, just like he was rushing to like someone who could not possibly like him, it was also voluntary. Be friendly to others.

However, every time he had a bad fight with Gideon, he would feel that the car and the house were an eyesore, especially this house that was always empty and unpopular. It would only remind him over and over again how lonely he was, and it also foreshadowed the future. If Gideon gets tired one day, he may be lonely forever.

After that day, the two had no contact for half a month.

Half a month is actually not that long. When Gideon is busy or in retreat to write songs, it is normal to not see anyone for a month or two. However, the last time they broke up on bad terms was the most intense conflict between the two in the past six years. This makes Qi He suffer every day.

After his anger subsided, He He wanted to call Gideon several times, but couldn't muster the courage. It wasn't that he felt embarrassed, but he was afraid of knowing whether they had reached the end of the road. He tested Gideon's time limit for him again and again, and tested his own bottom line again and again. Every time he opened a hole in his heart, he felt a sense of masochistic redemption, because now he was more and more disappointed. When the day of separation, he The better he gets, the better. After he has squandered all his feelings for Gideon, he should be able to leave in style.

But not yet, not yet. It was as if he was running after the fuse of explosives. It is not yet known whether the explosives exploded first or whether he ran out of energy and stopped first, but no matter where he stopped, the bomb would definitely explode and he would be injured. He knew full well that he would be injured early. If he stopped, the damage would be less severe, but he couldn't control his legs.

One day he couldn't bear it anymore and secretly called Kaleb. He specifically chose eleven o'clock in the evening, thinking that Kaleb should have gone home. Unexpectedly, when the call was connected, it was a ktv over there. Kaleb's voice is not small at all. In the KTV, he even shouted at the top of his lungs: "Hey, why brother?"

He He closed his eyes: "It's me."

"Wait a minute, I'll go out and talk to you." Kaleb was obviously drunk and had a big tongue.

After a while, the other side of the phone became quite quiet. Why did he say, "Kaleb, you haven't gone home yet?"

"Why don't you go out to play with Brother Han?"

Why did he immediately regret making this call? Gideon should have heard it just now... He was not familiar with Kaleb at all. Gideon knew the purpose of the call without having to guess.

"Why brother?"

"Ah, oh, you guys can play, I'll hang up first."

"What's wrong? There must be something wrong when you call me." Kaleb burped: "It's okay, I'm not high, just tell me."

Why was silent for a moment: "How is Ju Han doing lately?"

Kaleb paused and said in a more serious voice: "It's good, but I'm busy. Haven't you two seen each other recently?"

"No..." Why didn't he know the meaning of this call for a moment, so he had to bite the bullet and said, "How has he been feeling these past two days?"

"The past two days have been good. The first half of the month, oh my god, it was so terrible. I even had my resignation letter in my pocket. Fortunately, I survived."

"Oh..." Why didn't know what to say.

Kaleb also felt a little embarrassed: "Brother Why, did you two quarrel?"

"It doesn't count."

"I'll mention you to Brother Han when he's in a good mood."

He He smiled bitterly and said, "Thank you." What does he look like? A Concub!ne waiting for the emperor to turn over his cards? He also had to rely on the help of Finn Xiao, the personal eunuch, otherwise the emperor would have forgotten about him. really interesting.

But he really wanted to see Gideon, and he couldn't be satisfied with just looking at photos and videos.

Sometimes, he was glad that Gideon had never given him any hope in the past six years, otherwise he would have been tortured to death by his own possessiveness and assumptions.

After hanging up the phone, He He sat stiffly in the darkness for a while and then dug out Gideon's new album released last year. The 65-inch TV he bought has arrived. With such a large size, it looks really impressive.

Why did he lean back on the soft sofa, watching the handsome and evil man on TV who was like the king of the night, and listening to the S3xual-S3xual hoarse voice whispering in his ears like a magic spell, his heart couldn't help but tremble. stand up.

There are so many people in the world who like Gideon, but he can be so close to Gideon. He should be content.

He told himself, be content, be content, be content.

He was awakened by the sound of a phone ringing. He opened his eyes suddenly and found that he had fallen asleep on the sofa at some point. Gideon's album had already been played.

He took the phone and saw that it was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night. It was Kaleb calling. He felt a little in his heart. It couldn't be that something happened to Ju Han.

He quickly answered the phone: "Hello, little..."

"Brother Hei, Brother Han is having some trouble here, can you come over?"

Bryce He felt nervous and jumped up from the sofa: "What's wrong?"

"I don't know how the fans knew he was here. Now the fans have blocked the front and back doors of the ktv. Brother Han has been drinking and is getting angry."

He He breathed a sigh of relief. He thought Gideon was in danger. He said, "I'm going over now...Hey, isn't there someone in your company who specializes in handling this?" He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to help him if he went there. .

Kaleb said awkwardly: "If the boss knew about this, he would blame me for not protecting Brother Han's whereabouts, so..."

He He understood: "Give me your address, I'll be there in a minute." He quickly put on his clothes, took his keys and rushed out of the house.

There were few cars at night, so I ran through two red lights and rushed to the KTV as quickly as possible.

As expected, the door of the KTV was crowded with crazy fans and passers-by joining in the fun.

Why did he push through the crowd and squeeze to the door? Among the bunch of little girls, he stood out and looked quite awkward.

The KTV bodyguard blocking him at the door glanced at him: "Are you..."

"Yes, why am I."

The bodyguard put him in.

The waiter took Bryce He to the private room. Before he could reach the private room, he heard Gideon getting angry inside.

"Go away, I want to go home, who the hell dares to stop me---"

"Brother Han, there are all your fans out there, but your image is not good..."

"What the hell are fans? They are just a bunch of idiots. Do they know me? Do I know them? Go away!"

There was a clanking sound inside.

When He He opened the door, he saw Finn Xiao, sweating profusely, blocking Gideon. There were two male waiters beside him, looking panicked.

After Gideon saw why, he was stunned and frowned: "Why are you here?" He looked at Kaleb: "You asked him to come? You are so courageous. Who the hell asked you to make your own decisions!"

"Brother Han, Brother Han, listen to me. You can scold me as much as you want when you wake up tomorrow. Now listen to me, okay? Song will always kill me if you are photographed like this." Kaleb Kuaiji cried, and kept looking at Bryce He asking for help.

Why did I realize now that Finn Xiao came to him to appease Gideon? Otherwise, with so many bodyguards and waiters inside and outside, it would be easy to get Gideon out. But Gideon was drunk and angry now. His temper breaks out under the push of fans, and if he says or does something outrageous, he will be in trouble.

He He walked over and said, "Ju Han, please calm down. There are really many fans of yours out there, and maybe even reporters. Now..."

Gideon grabbed his collar: "Who the hell asked you to come, get out!"

Why didn't you argue with him? Instead, you gently grabbed his hand and said, "Ju Han, you don't usually drink. Don't let alcohol control you, okay?"

Bryce He's appearance is very upright, with three eyes and three wings, and his facial features are straight and straight. He is neither outstanding nor faulty. Besides being handsome, he also gives people a sense of reliability and trustworthiness. When he When you soothe people with serious eyes and a gentle and honest voice, it can give people an unusually reassuring power.

Kaleb winked at the waiter, and everyone left, leaving only two people in the private room.

Gideon waved his hand away and said in a rough voice: "I want to go home. It's so stuffy here. Ask those idiots outside to get out of my way."

He He pressed his shoulders and made him sit on the sofa, squeezing the back of his neck with his strong hands: "I'll take you home in a minute. Now just calm down, okay?"

Gideon closed his eyes, and the pinch made him feel comfortable. His long eyelashes trembled slightly, and his breathing became much calmer.

Looking at his slightly trembling eyelashes and thinking about his willful and irritable appearance, He He couldn't help but curl up a wry smile at the corners of his lips. Gideon liked to give him massages. In order to give Gideon another reason to stay with him, he deliberately learned massage. In fact, he had made a lot of efforts to get closer to Gideon, but Gideon probably would never know about it in his lifetime.

After pressing for a while, Gideon really calmed down, and He He quickly poured him a glass of water.

Gideon took a sip of water, opened his eyes and looked at He He: "When did your relationship with Finn Xiao become so good?"

"We're not doing very well."

Gideon smiled sarcastically: "Didn't you ask Finn Xiao to call you here today? Do you think I didn't know you called him at night? I was right next to him at the time."

I don’t know how to explain why, so I just acquiesced.

Gideon sneered, with a somewhat proud tone: "It's only been half a month, I thought you would last longer."

Why is my heart a little blocked and my head is so heavy that I can't lift it up.

Gideon took another sip of water, then suddenly put the water glass on the table, roughly grabbed Bryce He's hair, forced him to raise his head, and covered it with his hot lips.

There was a trace of surprise in Why Yi's eyes.

Gideon swept He He's mouth wantonly before letting him go.

He He licked his lips and looked at Gideon unblinkingly with his black and white eyes.

The slightly confused look when Bryce He licked his lips made Gideon's heart tremble: "You missed me, didn't you?" He pinched Gideon's chin, his lofty eyes seemed to be looking at his belongings.

Why nodded.

"How much do you think?"

"I think about it every day."

Gideon stretched out his finger and tapped Bryce He's heart: "Do you want me more here..." Then moved his other hand down and pinched Bryce He's waist, "Or do you want me more here?"

He He held his face and K!ssed him tenderly: "I want it all."

Gideon smiled, and his mood suddenly improved a lot. He knew why he couldn't live without him.

He He showed a faint smile: "Let's go home."

Gideon didn't move. He gently stroked Bryce He's face with his slender fingers, his eyes bottomless: "Did Zhuang Jieyu tell you what I am playing with others?"

Why's smile froze.

Gideon curled his lips and smiled: "It's true. Sometimes I get tired halfway through the process. It's too disappointing, so I just found two." He approached He He, and his red lips carefully traced He He's lips. Line, "But I never take you to play, do you know why?"

Why was his face expressionless and he said in a deep voice: "I'm not playing."

"There's nothing you can do if you want to, I don't allow it." Gideon pinched Bryce He's face: "You are very clean, you have been following me since you graduated from college, and your life circle is also very simple. I don't like cheating, so I like Your cleanliness. Got it? Don't let anyone touch you, because that's your only advantage."

Why looked at his favorite face and felt that it was blurry, so blurry that he couldn't even see clearly. His heart throbbed like a suffocation, making it difficult to form words. In the end, he just nodded calmly. His face was like a mask with an iron wall, blocking the sword from the outside and blocking his emotions from the inside.

Gideon looked at Bryce He's calm appearance, frowned slightly, and K!ssed him angrily: "Let's go home."

He He stood up and walked behind Gideon. Looking at the back, even a back seemed to be radiating light.

He spent ten years following this figure. He tried his best to get closer and closer, but it was nothing more than that. The gap between the two people would never disappear. Even if he caught a piece of Gideon's clothes, What can be changed?

Why took a deep breath and couldn't help but laugh.

In fact, it was almost as he guessed. Gideon had not broken up with him for so many years because he was just doing it - loving comfort and safety - safety in every sense. He neither went out to mess around nor talked. Broken, let alone cause trouble to Gideon. Gideon's words today only confirmed his suspicion, nothing more.

In fact, he felt that he and Gideon were in exchange of equal value. Gideon obtained safe S3x from him, and he obtained companionship from Gideon. Both of them got what they wanted, and they were both happy.

As for the pain and despair he felt, it had nothing to do with anyone else. Just like his liking for Gideon, it was only his business.